Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Oh yea!

To all the lovely ladies in my life, thank you for being there.

You ladies compliment the living crap out of my life, and are awesome in your own radical ways.

To the doods that I surround myself with,

The gangbang will be at my house, 4pm sharp.

BYO Lube.

I fell out of blogging. I'm falling back into it.

Yea. Consistently blogging is a pretty hard task. You've already gotta balance your life, reminding yourself about all the little intricate details. Reminding yourself to blog is one that isn't a high priority, but is still something you look forward to, even if its MONTHS later.

So whats the Beeh's knees? Well, after a nice and lengthy talk with the family, I will be moving to...
LA TRICK! Its not to say things aren't panning out with the brother, its more along the lines of him keeping up with the Cambodian equivalent of the Joneses, likely to be the Chans, or Kims. Buying his own home, regardless of how desolate the surrounding area is. Its all the better for him I guess. He'll have his two friends, his battle-ax of a companion, and all the dirt and empty space he could ever want! I'm sure it'll be like MadMax every single day for him. I actually AM jealous. Did you see how cool they dressed in MadMax? Leather's making a comeback, ferr sherr!

In other news, schools back in session! I'm totally excited, while I do sometimes seem enthused about the teacher's curriculum or style. Still, honing my writing skills is always something I look forward to, not just for academic purposes either. I mean, you never know when you'll have to find the right wording to express your feelings towards your elderly neighbor's lewd advances. But really, being one step closer to getting that degree, however late, is still a great feeling.

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Yo MOMMA!

The Girlie and I had a nice talk about things a ways back. It covered family, friends, future, but the big thing that stuck was my Mother's role in my life. As many of you folks know, I really didn't have a motherly figure as a child, and it's had its effects on my life as an Adult (or a lame excuse for one). I adapt quickly with women, like a kid yearning for his mother. I'm striving for my mother's acceptance subliminally. While Junky was trying to voice this as logically as possible, I couldn't help but get a bit heated. I mean, she was attacking me, and above all else, my mother! And thats when it really made sense.

What reasons do I really have to truly love my mother? Besides the fact she gave me life, what else has she contributed to my development as a man? Why should I want her acceptance when she left the Kids high and dry?

I know what I've got to change - that desire to be loved by her. As saddening as it sounds, it really isn't as twisted as you may think. By way of me "moving on", I can really step into my own as an individual, I can really be my own man instead of trying to please her, as funny as that sounds. Living through Proxy. I'll expand later.

Now, all of you folks need to update! MicroBlogging (Twitter) doesn't count!