Turning Point

So times are a' changin'. People are growing, people are finding direction in their lives. Kids will be kids, but kids can't always be kids. Hey YOU, yea! GROW SOME!

My brother wants to keep on the keeping on and get a house with his girlfriend. I don't intend to be a dick or anything, but to be quite honest, I had such a high expectation for him. Class valedictorian, honors up the wazoo, ASB, Tennis captain. I mean, to me, he always had a leading role. He is a pompous ass, but sometimes leaders needed to be hard to get the point across. Comparing his PreGF self to him now, he would've kicked his own ass for being such a bitch. He's settling, which isn't always a bad thing, but shit, if its in your face, why not push?

Funny, because that very same rant can be applied to all of us. Why has our drive been cut short? Why has the fire dimmed?

I too feel that I was once an ambitious chap. I kept striving for more. I didn't like to settle. I got my eyes on a goal, and I can truly say there was NEVER a wasted effort. Well, maybe small detours to revitalize, but none the less, it was towards that same goal. Shit happens, and PresentDay Soch isn't the same. I've plateaued and its not somewhere fun.

Well, the winds of change are blowing, and I'm setting my sail. My new resolve to change this workout called life has started. I'm glad to be moving in with my sisters. I've always been close, but the looming doubts of the possibility of sullying our relationship made me hesitant. After a nice long talk whilst moving a heavier-than-shit fridge, Terri and I both expressed our concerns about the move, the excitement I bring to the picture, and the future of the family. Its something I'm REALLY looking forward too, and I don't normally capitalize the word 'really.'

On an ending note, I found that my sisters and I all love the same point in that one song by Taylor Swift. Where she rhymes 'that' with 'that.' Something about her vocalization.

Everyone needs to update their blogs, seriously. Like I'm someone to talk. =)

UGHH.

I'm going to die today. Its been a pretty beefy 3 days. Tough, right?

MAN UP BIG BABY!

I gotta bust this paper out, but with the lack of a book for citation, I can only BS so much.

I'm not gonna lie, when I get home from school, i'm knocking out ASAP.